to my sister

i realize that i haven't always been a sister to you in the capacity that i should be in the past year. i know that you love me and look up to me and i'm sorry that at times i've been more of a squatter at our house than an actual family member. that being said, i've changed and you know that. although for some reason, you still get frustrated with me sometimes. i don't know if this is because you're upset about other things and you're taking your anger out on me or if i genuinely did something wrong. you say that you are "getting back at me". after the steps that i've taken to improve our relationship, you owe me a bit more than that. i suppose i am disappointed because i don't feel like you need to treat me the way you do sometimes just for the sake of showing me how i was. because i know how i was and i though that is behind us. we should focus on the present and the future and enjoying all the time we spend together because it's not like we see each other all of the time. *posted by danes at 4:25 PM -